father's day

Father's day is coming up soon.

Well I guess June is fairly soon anyways. My dad's out in Montana, with his ma. He was living in VA up until, maybe a year ago. I think I prefer him living across country

(He called me today, he mentioned Father's Day. I suppose he just wanted to bring it to my attention so I won't forget. I missed his birthday back in November. But I guess it's fair enough because he forgot what day mine is this month. )

While he was here it was almost like we were both obligated to see one another, or talk. Now that he's further away we talk a couple of times a month, usually not for too long. We never really had that close relationship when I was younger, why would we have one now?
I don't have anything against him for things he's done, we've all made mistakes. I was thinking that maybe I would go out to Montana and visit him for father's day. (or sometime around then) I would absolutely love to see my cousin Jennifer. (The one in the picture) My grandma, I'd love to see her. It would be a nice visit, I guess I could just hope that it doesn't go bad.