heart of gold

Chad, Tattoo Paradise. (30OCT08)



stencil/start














so fresh












so clean













one sitting
ballin'
$$$



xo

playdate celebration

Got my arm stuck in the teeter totter, so we chose not take pictures of that humiliating incident.

court what what

THANKS TO DAN for saving me!

My ass bout to been in jail for SIX mother fucking months.


bitches get stitches on the real

Long story short, if you pull a stool out from under someone, you best expect to get fucking hit upside the head with that shit.

I guess I just have good karma. Come on, I really am a good person guys.

balla night

got dressed up a little.

from mia

Dear Jehs,
This isnt rilly what ur getting but close enough. So here is a sample of how much more awseome your going to look in a bout a week.

!!!!!





xo,
THANKS!!

more than likely you'll never

read this, and i'm not sure if that's why i'm posting it.

Everything is off my chest now, and this is what I've wanted to say.

I can take being without you. I have lived up to my end of the deal, and I am content with myself. The only lingering issue that haunts me is that I put my trust in you, and you broke it. Not in the way many would assume, but you broke it nonetheless. I should have listened to my instincts, perhaps; though others assured me that you were a decent man, a trustworthy man, something in the back of my head made me feel differently. And here I sit, alone, proven correct.

Your empty reassurances of always being by my side were false. Actions speak louder than words. You can tell me you care about me until you are blue in the face, but your actions bespeak a different emotion.
I suppose this is a classic case of two people not really knowing the other as they thought. In retrospect I think our priorities were always out of sync. You are a very intelligent and motivated person as am I; but our wants and needs were always different. While I craved stability, security and trust, you craved status, admiration and adventure. Neither of us is wrong; just different.
I am sorry things ended up the way they did. I still miss you at times, and am disappointed that in the end you did not feel it necessary to come clean with me.

I still wish you the best.

happiness experiment

Is it so bad to crave not just comfort and warmth, but joy and heat?

tasting

I can't be artistic about work shit.
Champagne tasting was tight though.

180's

Sucks my first turned out to be a liar, and all in all hurt me in the end more than he did throughout the entirety of us dating.

I'm not so much upset, probably like I should be, just disappointed.
I, honestly, don't expect much from people. I never have, my dad taught me that, whether it's a good thing or not. So when you shoot that to hell, you must have really been fucking shitty.

p.s. My ma ditched me this weekend. My FUCKING MOM! What the hell? I felt so lame.

IN LOVE

with little Bella rockin' my lemonade AA hoodie

nick & norah

Awesome. What a good movie, too cute.

Better than I had anticipated, all around funny and a good story. People have been saying if you like Juno you will like this. I don't know, I like almost any movie. However, this one could possibly shoot to top five.

jason yu's pre-halloween crazienss

half-ass cat costume for jason's party

=) RICHmonnd

life

I know that sometimes people do things that just can't explain, and that's okay.

You don't have to justify everything you do, whether it was hurtful or not.
Just sometimes, you do things for unexplainable reasons.


It's a common delusion that talking about things will make them better.
TRUE.

snaps

Someone on the street told me today, "You're just another pretty face who's going to be forgotten for not making a difference"
I said, what kind of difference am I suppose to make if I'm just another face?
He hesitated and said, "You're making one right now. Taking time out of your day to talk to some poor man. You're not a pretty face, you're a kind one."

Hey, thanks old man on 16th St.

art

Love it, how adorable.
Down Columbia Rd, not too far from where I am.

just for the hell of it

I absolutely love driving in the weeeee hours of the morning.

=)

dear you

goin to the gay bar

And I went with 2 of the most adorable gay men ever
And because I didn't look butch I didn't get hit on that much
Thaannk Gooddd
too funny that women are so much more smooth though

=)

makin movesss

bartending school starts monday!!!


listening to right now: flock of seagulls

Too Tight

'nuff said

N/A

- I feel like I've been getting my hopes up way too high lately.
- Like I'm not preparing at all for things to fall apart.
- But for some reason they do every fucking time.

Give me new friends, a new heart, and possibly a living situation that's do-able.

TTYL

No longer dwelling, angry, stressed, or pre-occupied.

My mind's finally clear, despite I've been nothing but drinking for the past two weeks.
Maybe it cleared my mind, but I could never be thinking more straight.

Got my move straight, city, friends, job, making that money.
Everyone negative is out of the loop.

So stoked, not even worried about a thing.

nightmares

SO WHY HOLD ONTO SOMETHING THAT WASN'T EVEN STRONG ENOUGH TO LAST IN THE FIRST PLACE?